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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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12:10 am |
20090801 Time to review my life. I'm squandering my time away. I know it, but i cant help it. Just like many other things that's happening around. You probably heard enough but it just felt like im unmotivated since forever. I could die to get my mojo back, the time where nothing else really matter. I need something to like trigger that button again you know. Pronto, because i do not have much time left till Promos. How do people even do it? Never getting tired nor burnt out. My JCT comments were that of "possibly a smart girl", "passive", "needs to speak up", "quiet". Seriously??????? Next, im still clueless about my blood type. Something which i've been dying to find out and no, it's not in my Health Booklet trust me. I shant go into that lest i get all worked up again. And then i missed school for the first time today because i was unfit for it. As usual, i feel disoriented everytime it happens because im anal like that. Plus the getting of mc process was terrible. Utter torture i tell you. I've to do the makeup 2.4km run w my lonely self some time next week but now that im being reminded that there'll be a Nday holiday coming up, im quite cheered up :) Sorta. This post is so incoherent. Maybe because blogger's about kooky these few days, i cant upload any pictures. I shld go do some work but you know what, 15 mins later im gonna be in bed because this always happens. It's August already, damn |