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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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8:43 pm |
20100225   Posting in the midst of a mad rush to clear my tutorials and study for 2 tests coming up next week. Almost a week since i sprained my ankle and i still cant fully turn it to the left without it hurting. This is the first time i ever sprain it and trust me, it was totally uncalled for and not worth the pain. Surprised to say i actually itch to run, but i knw i'll regret this the moment i step on the track when it gets better. To shed some weight too. I dont know what it is, muscle weight or im srsly getting fatter, this weight thing is bugging me ccbz. So much things are catching on, i just hope that i can dedicate more time on my books and less on leisure! The future scares me. University admission talks, just one, is enough to set my stomach with butterflies. Because i hate changes, i hate the uncertainties of the next big step and the responsibilities that comes w growing older. I want to grow up quickly yet not face such stages of life. But of course i know, unless you're rich or what, it's never possible. Considering taking SATs, but still cant find the motivation/confidence to do so. Confidence as in having the time and effort to study and practice for it. Envy the poly peeps who are finishing their exams by this week and get to enjoy the holidays. My boy is also graduating right after tmrw ): Guess how jealous i'd be when im left in the corner and struggle to deal w focusing on my studies while he has fun. Unfairness. But such is life. Ok im gna like face reality and reality right smack in my face is to finish CLL remedial work, chem mini quiz, kinetics tutorial, study bio&chem test. My life is so fulfilling, i dont know why am i ever bored. |