CZT
More than anything else.
For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue

No one will understand the extent of my anger, frustration and how lost i felt when i realise my MJ wallet with substantial amount of cash inside was missing. What is the most frustrating thing is that i dont even have a single clue or recollection of how i lost it.
All i rmb was that i brought it into the car and i put it in my bag but apparently that's not the case. How can i be so muddleheaded and scatterbrained. Sigh, it's the 3rd time. Once i was pretty lucky, but luck can only get you this far. Besides, i still have to devise a plan to prevent my mom from screaming at me, sighs.

Through and out, im pretty much bummed.
But thanks to my favourite hb, he made things so much more tolerable. Dont know what to do without you. He went to so many places after work on top of being ill at the previous spots where i may have left my wallet, checking through the bushes, drains and garbage bins and even my house area while i was sleeping rather unsoundly. Reporting lost at police station, customer service and almost everywhere possible. At least now we can say we tried looking for it
But that doesnt even make me feel less guilty. I dont even wanna have a wallet anymore :/


My throat is like burning, i constantly feel as if im choking on something.
Almost a week more to MCTs, i shld start right?

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