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For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue

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11:34 pm
20100407











This week has been so much better than last week. Did some catching up w the girls (finally) albeit falling sick and losing my momentum for almost everything and anything. Cant seem to turn on my engine back again after MCTs and i am afraid. Im so afraid of disappointment and regret, & it's not like 2 yrs ago where i can just sit down and make a resolution to do smth about it. It's so hard to just be disciplined when everyone around you is turning 18 or older and having fun.


This juncture, in my life, i'd presume, is the hardest part ever. Struggling to juggle everything all by myself along w the understanding that im no superwoman.
This might just be the test for me. And if i emerge alive, kicking and successful, i will know that all that i've been through, would not be for naught.


Just need you here w me hb ♡


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