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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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20100516  Where have all my thoughts went? I shld say im busy but i realised it's w everything except studies. Lately i've been thinking about what i wanna be in future, all the possibilities and uncertainties, rlly. I've even thought about what if i cant go into the local uni? Will my parents have enough money to send me overseas and am i even ready to just leave everything behind? No, im not. Dont i know myself well enough? I think i'll nv muster the courage to pack my bag and venture out alone, damn me for not being adventurous. Well, i need to start shedding some weight, no srsly. I've had enough of having my boyf playing w my fat (wish i could add an L after the F) tummy and the expression that he had when he saw they are spilling out. Im easily contented, just alittle on the thighs such that they wont brush against each other when im walking is sufficient yknow. Sometimes i must just care enough on what i put inside my mouth, but i rlly cant be bothered :/ So how to lose weight? I dk actually. |