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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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20100627 Im slightly awed, that in 3 days time, it's gna be the month of July. School's gna start in approx 28 hrs time and i have two papers on that day. Think GP and Bio :/ I actually dont even know where i stand, times when i think i am ~quite~ prepared, my results would prove otherwise. But i guess nothing is ever enough because the amount you put in, others may put in twice or thrice. I know, i know that ppl out there are doing so much more than me and what worries me is the most is the missing case of my competitiveness. Could really do w some. I find myself at loss of words sometimes, it's like my brain refuses to think anymore. It's like i lost my own opinions, perspective and all my everyday life resembles that of someone who gets things done because they shld but not because they want to do it. To sum it up, i've lost passion if that even existed in my life before. Bla bla all these ramblings about school is bla bla boring, ikr. Post jcts, straight hair beckons. Th state of my hair is ... indescribable. Oh and not forgetting, developing my Diana F+ film (still really unsure of where is the proper place to develop 120 films, noob or whut) |