CZT
More than anything else.
For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue

My heyday is over.
Gone were the days i feel excited getting back my results just because i knew i would do well.
Gone were the days where i like to take on challenging questions to push my limits.


I've found out what i like/love to do but am afraid the bar is too high for me to reach here.
I've nv thought about wanting to leave this place because for one and most importantly, all Virgos fear change. I fear for not being able to settle into a foreign place which i am not familiar with.
And then there's money issues. Who doesnt know that overseas education cost a friggin bomb and if im able to pursue a local degree, why not? But it's all about what ifs?
And next, attachment issues. I knw I'm nt one who can deal w ldr, unless the situation compels me to face it but until then, I can't. Missing and longing is so much for me to bear and for the fact that I'm nt that strong, well that pretty much sums it up.

I see ppl applying for universities at this point of time and im still here struggling w bringing up my grades.

Efforts, they dont betray you right?
But what about time? They're nt always that reliable.

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