CZT
More than anything else.
For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue

I cant relish enough over the fact that chinese is officially a thing of the past in my life.
Someone needs to give me credit for surviving through this crazy shit, studying 2 years of CLL and CSC. I dare to swear that i would never, in the entire world, take up this subject if i was ever given a choice.

But i've to say it taught me well. I accepted it and maybe even being proud of it and for being different.. sometimes.
I've learnt that some things you just cant change and sometimes, you just have to suck it up because the world will never stop for you and self pity rly doesnt get you anywhere.
Besides, im rather relieved that i did not take Econs anyhow. Pretty sure it's gonna be one of my worse subject anw.

So point is, im just glad that im 6 days away from the official end of As for me & for now, im gonna shut out any celebratory remarks from anyone who finished their A levels today or even earlier. To reiterate again, Cambridge sucks.
If there is one thing i regret (or maybe more), it'd be not studying harder for the whole of 2 yrs and not being more involved in school.

Ah, i'll go read for now. You have no idea how happy i am to pick up the bks and read again.
Most importantly see the boy again tmr. Sometimes i have so much things to say that when i finally see him, i've forgotten everything to be said. Because you realise how sometimes, just seeing his face alone will suffice.

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