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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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20110125    Something hit me some time ago and got me started playing on the piano again. Like how you used to hate something back then and once you don't have to do it, you start to miss it all over again. That's how playing the piano is like for me. Maybe i didnt really hate playing it but i just hated the lessons and the push my teacher used to give me and at the end of the day, it's just really another exam that you need to pass. Nothing about the appreciation of music/composer and nothing to ignite the passion i once had when i first wanted to learn it at the age of 7? Maybe that's what made me dread each lesson so much. But i got a feeling now that i ought to finish what i started. I did not exactly complete what i should and i know i'll never do it in future if i don't do it now. Life has been pretty blah. What w enduring another 6 more days before i can finally see Cy's face. This whole 9 months, i already forsee, is rly gonna be just a waiting game. |