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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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20110217  I'd turn around, walk back in line for you. You know how sometimes something have to strike you so hard, rip your heart out for you to experience an epiphany/sudden realisation that you have to go all out for something that can't be lost? I didnt have a great Vday on Monday, went to work and later headed home for instant noodles becos no one bothered to cook that day. Start pitying me. Anybody who has a bf in the army will be likely to share the same sentiments as me :( There's pretty much nothing we can do since everyone else has their own commitments as well. But im not complaining because i got to see my bf just the day after vday and for the morn/noon today before he has to book in again since he had mc for some eye infection. Really what i needed after not seeing him for 2 wks. Forgotten the feeling of how it feels like having lunch tgth in front of the tv, lying next to each other and do silly stuff or even nth tgth. I dont even care how many times i had to massage him and take extra care not to touch the side of his ass that was injected. So hard to be apart for 5 days out of 7 days sometimes :( |