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1:32 am

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Probably one of the more interesting days in my unexciting uni life.

Can't help but wonder sometimes if i'm made for this. This road where people take just to get a passport so that we can move on from here already.
My heart is always somewhere else and sometimes i don't even know if i get half the things i'm doing.
Everyone just seems so much more objective and vocal than i am.
You gotta feel what you gotta feel. Some days, it's inferiority. Though i think i can care more and do something about it. I'm a living irony.

All the late night suppers and unrestrained binging can finally witness their effects.
I've just been told i'm putting on weight and not like i wasn't aware long enough. SIGH ):
Time to get a grip on myself.

At the same time, i should know that procrastinating doesn't get me anywhere.
Need to start on my thinkpiece 2. Needless to say, all other individual papers as well.
4 more weeks.  I definitely can do this.


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