CZT
More than anything else.
For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue

The most tumultuous period of my life yet.
It's like accidentally pressing the reset button after you've fought and worked so hard.
It's like climbing the steps to attain this little bits of happiness only to have someone push you off merely with one finger.
It's like having this pain, like a bug that gnaws away at the corners of your heart every single day.

Let's say if there's someone who's gonna be the one judging right now, let's begin w me.
For a perfectionist, i'm fucking imperfect. Probably the most fallible person around. I made mistakes, alot of them.
So just let me be a kid this time, once more and blame it on the growing up process. This is all part of growing up, right?

I'm tired. From all these endless drama. I need to know what being happy genuinely feels like again. I'm getting there. Starting from yesterday.
I think.

First i gotta be tougher..

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