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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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20120204          **         Last month had been so many things. Batam trip with the sports camp mates and catching FTP live. Each one of these events made my term break so much more fulfilling. Would love to attend many more gigs/concerts after FTP's great performance (though the heat is enough to make me think twice), but i'll just have to make do w The Greatest Hits Tour concert at the end of the month! My heart skips a beat each time i think about meeting my favourite childhood boybands, A1 & Blue. I can still remember how i used to pop their CDs into my hardy discman (yes, ancient), listening to them in my cosy corner and making small little dance moves along w the melodies hehe #fangurl Can't believe it's the 3rd day of February now. Time pasts too fast for its own good. How i wish i could still live in the now and leave the future for tomorrow. Or tomorrow's tomorrow. But no. I guess this is growing up. Not really liking it but i guess there's not much of a choice huh I've been desperately seeking, finding out and asking myself what is it that i really like to do. And i still cannot get an answer. I mean, i like meeting new people but i don't think i can/want to deal with them everyday. I like attending events but that doesnt mean i am gonna be good at planning them. What if i'm not creative enough? What if my personality type is not suitable for my job scope? And the list goes on... Questions. Decisions. I feel like i'm losing out to those who knew right from the start what they wanted to do, while i'm only on the road to self-discovery. I'm supposed to map out my career plans from short term to long term as an assignment and i honestly don't know where to begin. I'm quite a mess. Still trying to make sense of things. |