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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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20091215 "I am crying about the elusive nature of love, the impossibilty of ever having someone so completely that he can fill up the hole, the gaping hole that for me right now is full of depression. I understand why people sometimes want to kill their lovers, eat their lovers, inhale the ashes of their dead lovers. I understand that this is the only way to possess another person with the kind of desperate longing that i have to take Rafe inside of me." * Now that the thought is sinking in, im quite scared about my surgery tmrw albeit sucha small one, oh and the degree of pain. No food + swollen gums = not being able to see you are my biggest worry. Sighs Note to self: x to borrow The Lovely Bones x to read The Almost Moon, The Naked Truth x to complete Prozac Nation x to check off to do list x to put my newly bought soccer ball to good use x to visit Popular - buy notebook, pens, refills x to read Time mags x get mani pedi x watch movies dled into macbk x save $ x dont make my bf spend $ on me x drop my ego I can ttly feel a sore throat settling in.. |