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CZT More than anything else. For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue  |
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20091222   I hope days will be brighter for us ahead. ** Right now im eating some pau that hun just passed me through the gate ^^ Love you long time. But so much for brushing my teeth. Almost everyday after the extraction, eating or whatever that's got to do w the moving of the mouth is just tormenting. Now that the swelling has gone away and i no longer look like one squirrel/chipmunk, retracting my jaw is still a bitch. It's like ive to use 10x more muscles just to get it slightly open to put some (soft) food into my mouth. Srsly, all i wanna do is just enjoy my food and eat normally. But even after everything, im still at risk of losing my left molar all thanks to 3(!1!11!) cysts that are festering the same time as when my wisdom tooth is growing. So much so that the dentist has to say "完蛋了". Shld have not drag it for so long, sigh. Thanks man, root canal anyone? Hopefully after removing the stitches tomorrow will be so so so so much better for me. Just a few days ago, when hun and i were finding some crocodile clips, we met these total strangers, one a shop owner and another, his friend, also an ex pilot. Started talking to us about values, lives, giving us great advices for us to ponder about when we left (albeit it was half hr gone by the time they finished their piece). It's awesome sometimes isnt it, that you get to meet these kind of people whose paths you crossed just by sheer coincidence and yet are so willingly to share w you the different facets of life and giving us a glimpse of what being an adult is like. Well, hopefully when the festive season gets nearer and nearer, things will start to look up again. Honestly, right now, it isnt very good. I just wish our love stay strong. |