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More than anything else.
For all the lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue

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11:34 pm
20101208


"It's true, I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of the world moving forward without me, of my absence going unnoticed, or worse, being some natural force propelling life on. Is it selfish? Am I such a bad person for dreaming of a world that ends when i do? I don't mean the world ending with respect to me, but every set of eyes closing with mine."

I can't believe how 6 days is taking so long to pass.
Every night before my mind takes me to my dreams, i'll try hard to picture your face, the texture of your skin and the sound of your voice. This army thing sucks.

I miss you so much. But i gotta say i do deserve some credit for how much ive grown and is more able in dealing with absence as compared to a yr ago? The me a yr ago is enough to make me cringe just thinking about it ha

I rly need a job to keep me occupied lest i drive myself mad. Problem is, IM STILL UNEMPLOYED?!
Makes me so much more determined on how i'd not let myself go down the road of working under someone, being at their beck and call and waiting for phonecalls to tell you that you're shortlisted if they even call in the first place.


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